Saturday, July 17, 2010

Answer my Question if you Happen to Read This Note.

Answer only those statement with '?' on its sentence.
All of them are linked to one another, take it as a story.
It's ok if you are not answering all of them.
However, make sure that your answer is the best answer that you very recommend.

You happen to love somebody for the first time.
Somehow, from the relationship you've been through, you know the true meaning of love.
However, he or she did not.
When everything is wonderful inside your mind, when you have made up your mind and planned a future that is brighter than anyone else.
But the one that you love for the very first time leaves you.
What will you feel?

When you have tried your best for him or her.
When you believed that jealousy is a sign that he or she loves you.
So you made some pranks, that you are close with one of his or her best friend.
On a message he or she succeed to make you believe that that is true.
But actually his or her feeling is hurt.
Then he or she turned to somebody else with a very good dressing, till you don't even know.
Will you still going to continue with this relationship?

That somebody is someone close to you and somehow you trusted well.
You know that that somebody already has a girlfriend or boyfriend.
So you did not even think that your boyfriend or girlfriend will turn to him or her.
Without a single clue, your boyfriend or girlfriend approached him or her.
You did not know.
What you have in your mind is just a beautiful relationship.
And still trying your best for your partner.
What will you feel or do to that 3rd person character I mentioned?

Now, at this rate, you try to understand the situation and put your feeling from love aside.
You've guessed that infidelity is really happening.
Then you found out that he or she is close with that somebody.
However, the relationship between your boyfriend or girlfriend with that somebody was not official.
Your boyfriend or girlfriend tried but that somebody haven't bought it yet.
How about love, will you still think about yours?
What will you do if this situation happen?
Who will you hate most?
Don't forget to refer to first paragraph.
Will you continue to love him or her?

If your answer is to keep loving him or her with any circumstances, you may proceed to next question. If your answer is to stop loving him or her, will you mind to tell me why?

Now your relationship has ruined.
You are far from her, both physically and mentally.
Somehow his or her images could not go out of your mind, although many others who exceeds him or her popping up in your life.
Even if you tried to erase it, it will keep appearing again and again.
But that love experience on your first start with him or her makes you believe that someday you could make up with him or her again.
To start all over again.
And oddly enough he or she could be something that is worth waiting for.
Although you assume that he or she is close to that somebody, that you hate so much.
Now tell me, what will you do?
Will you think that is it wrong to wait for him or her? Why?
What will you do if he or she happen to get near you again and seems to be giving you a chance?
What will you do if suddenly he or she desperately asking you to make up with you again?

Friday, July 9, 2010

My First Malay Oral Exam

Aimbe bener..
Gue bakal ceritain lu tentang sebuah kasus bengis yang terjadi di sekolah gue tadi.
My First Malay Oral Exam..
Perasaan gue sih biasa aja, ngga ada tension sama sekali. Waktu nunggu di belakang, sama di depan, sama di mobil cikgu nya. LHOH?

There's nothing else to say, don't waste another day hust stay with me tonigh a.. jink!
Cekidot!

Cikgu Bengis: "Selanjutnya."
Gue : "Iya, cikgu." sambil jalan menuju meja neraka.
"Selamat petang cikgu." senyum Pepsodent.
"Ini kartu pengenal saya cikgu." nyodorin kartu FIN gue.
"Boleh saya duduk, cikgu?"
Cikgu Bengis: "Silahkan. Rizky? Kamu orang Jawa ya?" excited.
Gue : "I.. I ya cikgu."
Cikgu Baik : "Jawa nya dimana?"
Gue : "So.. Solo cikgu." takut, jangan-jangan abis dengerin gue bacot, Solo bakal di bom
atom ntar.
Cikgu Bengis: "Orang Jawa ini cik."
Cikgu Baik : "Iya cikgu, silahkan Rizky. Sudah siapkah untuk mula membaca?"
Gue : "Sedia selalu cikgu.."

Dah gue baca teksnya. Lumayan si, meski ada beberapa mumble.
Bisa dicium sama Nikita Willy lah..
Abis selesai.

Cikgu Bengis: "Rizky, boleh kamu sebutkan contoh permainan tradisional budaya kamu?"
Gue : *Mampus. Apaan ye? Anjink. Blank! Taik! Ngocy bukan! Itu mah Steven doank.
"Beberapa contoh permainan tradisional dari budaya saya dan negara saya,
Indonesia, adalah gasing, congkak, lompat tali, dan betengan."
Cikgu Bengis: "Boleh jelaskan apa itu gasing, Rizky?"
Gue : "Gasing itu.. kaya beyblade cikgu.." cengoh.
Cikgu Baik : "Maaf?"
Gue : "Hweits.. Maksud saya gasing itu terbuat dari bambu yang di potong dan diberi
tongkat di tengah nya cikgu. Cara bermain prmainan itu adalah beberapa budak-
budak memutarkan gasing tersebut menggunakan tali, dan gasing siapa yang
bertahan paling lama, dialah yang menang." mampus gue mampus gue mampus.
Cikgu Baik : "Setujukah kamu bahawa remaja-remaja zaman sekarang lebih memilih
permainan-permainan moden dibandingkan permainan tradisional?"
Gue : "Pantek.. Menurut pendapat saya, iya cikgu. Seiring dengan perkembangan zaman,
remaja juga ikut berkembang dengan zaman. Jadi mereka mulai beralih untuk
menggunakan permainan moden." mampus lagi mampus lagi mampus lagi.
"Menurut saya permainan moden memiliki banyak manfaat. Seperti yang banyak
kita lihat di kalangan remaja sekarang, kehidupan mereka tidak boleh lepas dari
internet dan dunia maya. Tetapi internet adalah suatu alat komunikasi yang
sangat berguna. Orang ramai boleh berkomunikasi dengan lebih mudah."
"Tetapi bagaimanapun perkembangan permainan moden, kita tidak boleh
melupakan permainan tradisional kerana menurut saya budaya itu sangat penting
budaya adalah sebuah kerunia tuhan yang membuat hidup menjadi lebih
berwarna. Budaya juga adalah sesuatu yang sangat penting yang mampu
membedakan budaya kita dengan budaya-budaya lain."
Cikgu Bengis: "Baik, cukup Rizky?"
Gue : "Iya jink. Maksud gw eh.. saya sudah cukup cikgu." bateker kan? Imba? Imba lah..
Cikgu Baik : "Baik sekali Rizky, anda telah selesai dan boleh keluar sekarang."

Anjrooot! Itu gue bacot lama itu sebenarnya ada mumble-mumblenya juga. Parah gue ngomong rada cepet lagi. Swt lah, cukimae lah.. Sekia lah..

Jadi bagaimana kah menurut anda sekalian? A1? A2? F1?

Tunggu tanggal mainnya..

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Whatcha Say - Jason DeRulo (Legaci cover)

I am so very amazed with this cover. Whatcha say by Jason DeRulo, covered by Legaci.
Actually I don't really like the original version but they publish it with a soft and sweeter arrangement, I like it. Even more, I love it.
So here it is..

Who's your favorite musician?

Legaci, Gabe Bondoc

Ask me anything

If you could go on vacation for the next month with an unlimited budget, where would you go?

Holy Wood

Ask me anything

Monday, July 5, 2010

My Dear Stupid Little Runt.

It's not that I'm kinda a short-tempered guy or whatever. But this is a little bit getting into my nerves. Tanya kenapa? Umild. Si cacat ngajakin blog war. Hal reaksi pertama gue adalah, nyetop tukang bakso ojek. Ngga lah. Ketawa.

First point is that the fact that he declared a blog war with that level of english. FTW it's hilarious. Second, he's making fun of me, that half-assed brat, and publish it on his blog. Freaking shit. Now see your follower. Making another account just to follow his own blog? Embarrassing.

You wanna a competition? Bring it on.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

100 Truth of The Year

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Tea Obeng
2. Last phone call: Maria
3. Last text message : Rius
4. Last song you listened to: Never say never by Justin Bieber
5. Last time you cried: 3 years ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: Yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed : Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: Yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. Azure Blue
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Of course
16. Fallen out of love: Yes
17. Laughed until you cried: Definitely
18. Met someone who changed you: Who? Teachers? Yes then
19. Found out who your true friends were: Not sure
20. Found out someone was talking about you: I'm not so certain
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All of them
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2, boy and girl
24. Do you have any pets: No
25. Do you want to change your name: I wanted to chane my nick only
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Stayed at home and enjoyed it alone
27. What time did you wake up today: 12.30PM proudly said
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: At home watching the match between Germany and Argentina
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Freedom after O level
30. Last time you saw your mum: 5 seconds
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My life is better the way it is now
32. What are you listening to right now : Nightmare by A7X
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Yes
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: O lvl
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, Twitter, Youtube, 1000manga, Formspring

YOU?
36. What's your real name: Rizky Luhur Purayaksha
37. Nicknames : Riky, Kiki, Luhur, Kutu
38. Relationship Status : Single
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
40. Male or female?: Male
41. Elementary: SDN 16 Kota Barat
42. Middle School: Spenza, Solo - Serangoon SS.
43. High school/college?: Not yet to be confirmed
44. Hair colour: Black
46. Height: 167cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes I do
48: What do you like about yourself?: Would you answer it for me?
49. Piercings: Nope
50. Tattoos: Still inside my list
51. Righty or lefty: Right

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Sunat
53. First piercing: Nope
54. First best friend: My last group band, Hamba Allah
55. First sport you joined: Tennis
56. First vacation: Singapore

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Bloated
60. Drinking: Mineral Water
61. I'm about to: Answer your craps
62. Listening to: Nightmare by A7X
63. Waiting on: Match between Uruguay vs Netherlands

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Who doesn't?
65. Get Married?: Who doesn't?
66. Career?: Game director

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Kiss
69. Shorter or taller: Shorter
70. Older or Younger: Whichever is fine
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive but not too much
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Yes, truth or dare
77. Drank hard liquor: Yes I did
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes
79. Sex on first date: Never even think about that
80. Broken someone's heart: Might be
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: Yes I did
84. Cried when someone died: No, I'm a strong guy
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Sometimes
87. Miracles: Yes I do
88. Love at first: Yes, based on experience
89. Heaven: Duh
90. Santa Claus: Not so
91. Kiss on the first date: I'm not that matured
92. Angels: I do

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No I didn't
95. Did you sing today?: Yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Yes I did
97. If you could go back in time: What? I won't change anything
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it? : I regret a lot of things
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: No, bring it on
100. Posting this as 100 truths: At last..

Eclipse 5/5


Eclipse is the third film based on the popular vampire novels written by Stephenie Meyer. This film, similar to the two previous films, follows the teen-angst ridden love triangle between Jacob, Edwards and Bella. Most of the cast has returned for the third instalment, Taylor Lautner is back as Jacob Black, Robert Pattinson returns as the pasty and emotional vampire, Edward Cullen. Kristen Stewart revises her role as Bella Swan, the gal that both wolves and vampires cannot resist. The newcomer this time around is Bryce Dallas Howard who stepped into the role of Victoria. The film is rated PG-13 for intense sequences of action and violence and some sensuality. Some early reviews say that this is the most romantic of the three films, and also has the most intense action scenes.

Yah begitulah sebagian deskripsi tentang Twilight. Menurut gw Eclipse ini adalah chapter Twilight yang paling yahud, bukan masalah cipok-cipokan doank banyak, tapi yg bikin gue amazed itu gara-gara gue tau si Kristen Stewart ternyata masi virgin. LHOH? Ngga lah! Battle Scenenya yahud! Jarang-jarangkan kita bisa liat Vampire-vampire cadas sama Werewolves rabies ini kejar-kejaran ala Tom&Jerry! Yah, bener! Vampire&Werewolf! Segera di layar tancap terdekat kesayangan anda.

Selain Battle scene, ternyata sang sutradara, David Slade, banyak menyajikan scene-scene humor juga.

"What's wrong?" bokap Bella keselek upil.
Si Jacob dengan PDnya "I kissed Bella."
"She broke her arm."
Dengan begonya "Tried to punch my face."
Si Edward nyetop tukang bakso, trus makan. Ngga.

Yah itu salah satu bagian dari humor scene nya. Yang waktu di tenda juga kocak + idiot = Justin Beiber. The bottom line is, lu harus nonton seri yang ini, Eclipse.

My rate : 5 / 5

Friday, July 2, 2010

Random Image of Today.

Good Morning,
Well I'm not going to post anything now, because it's still a very early time of today.
However, what am I going to do now,
is to post some random image.
cekidot gan!



"EXCAVALON"

This is the emblem of my Guild in Dragonica, Excavalon. Well, this guild only just started last month but it's amazed me to know that this Guild progressed so damn fast. I wonder what it's like in only 1 more years. I , Guild Leader, am so proud of you guys.
Well now, interested to join us? The requirement to join this guild is only one,
"You have to be Indonesian."
That is all :D

Ok now, I'm going to prepare to hang out,
gonna check out on Eclipse later.
Keep in touch! See ya!

Happy Youth day!

Happy Youth day for all of you teens!

It was just an ordinary day with the sun casts its rays to the earth as usual.. Beh! Ngga dink, mendung terus. Justin Beiber emang.. random. *note: Justin Beiber itu adalah sebuah kata yg lebih keras dari Anjing

Well, gw masi belum bener-bener fit,
but buat ngerayain Youth day, this is what I wanna tell you guys!

Pertama, I love Alodia Gosiengfiao! Emang random si tapi kenyataan. Tau ngga lu? Tau tau? Ngga? Ah cupu.. Dia itu Ani-Mate dari Animax, http://www.animax-asia.com/animates/alodia/profile . Dah dah, enough for that part. By the way, she came from Philippine. I admire Philippine Girls, they're hot :X

Kedua, gue bangga karena Singapore banjir. Well why? Soalnya fakta ini membuat gagasan kalo Indo itu bukan yang terparah. Mpus!

Ketiga, gue seneng karna besok Senin libur. Wkwk enak enak enak enak. Bisa molor. Gue mau curhat, kenapa guru-guru selalu memiliki pikiran kalo PR kita itu cuma dari subject yg dia ajar doank. Kwetiyauw bener kan? Setuju? Mo bakar sekolah? Bakar! Salahin? Salahin si Teng! Justin Beiber.. Gapapa besok Senin libur.

Keempat, gue mau ngucapin terimakasih sebanyak-banyaknya sama peolopor ide idiot nian cacat yg buat guru-guru sekolah gue bertingkah seperti babi percobaan yang pada disunatin ekornya dan disuntik sama obat rabies dengan dosis kelebihan. You're the best dude! Menang Idiotic Award di seluruh Zimbabwe. Sumpah ya, seumur-umur gw di itu sekolah cacat, baru sekali ini gw liat fenomena yang lebih heboh dari penemuan kebenaran yang menyatakan bahwa Ariel ada main sama marmut! Apakah fenomena itu? Tunggu tanggal mainnya.. Mau tau?? Segera di cinema terdekat.. Beneran mau tau?! Coming soon.. Capek? Gondok? Tidur.

Peristiwa itu kejadian waktu assembly! Buat ngerayain Youth day, guru-guru merancang kejutan buat kita. Tadi tu mereka nari kaya orang keselek biji Duren, nyanyi kaya mencoba eek setelah beberapa abad tidak BAB, sumpah kocak. Tetapi peristiwa ini sebenarnya bisa memberikan efek berketerusan kepada diri anda seperti tumor upil, kaki tiga, sulit beol, dan kentut yang tidak dapat di hentikan, semua penyakit di atas adalah menular. Jadi berhati-hati lah karena "Kejahatan bisa terjadi bukan hanya karena ada kesempatan! Tapi juga karena ada Julia Perez! Waspadalah! Masukin kamar!" LHOH?!

Tapi secacat apapun itu gue juga harus respect ke mereka karena mereka udah ngeluarin such an effort to make our Youth day more lively! Thanks a lot dumbass! Dan jelas aja gue, Asst. Serangoon Star (2009), akan membantu ide murid-murid lain dan ngebantu sebisa mungkin dalam rangka Teacher's day yang akan datang *Ehem. At least ngebuat credit.

Satu-satunya hal yang ngebuat gue masi rada ngga enak itu adalah usaha gue buat forgetting the past yang masih bener-bener susah. Taik.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Songs That Remind Me Of Somebodies.

Would you believe in a myth that a song could make us thinking about somebody so suddenly? Gue sih percaya. So just go to the point, apakah ada nama anda sekalian? Kalo ada anda berhak mendapatkan obat se-alatnya. Bisa di klaim di apotik terdekat.
Bezz cekidot!

Ceria by Jrock - TP dkk
Untitled by Maliq and d'essential - Shelyne
Welcoming The Sophomore by Pee Wee Gaskin - Tatto
Buatku Jadi Gila by RAN - Lady
Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls - Rico, Niced
Separuh Jiwaku by Anang - Bokap, Krisna
Blue Ridge Saga by James Swearingen - SSB
I Believe I Can Fly by R Kelly - Hashir
We Are The World by All Star - Greg, Hashir, Amirul
Moonlight Sonata by Beethoven - Ken
Beast and The Harlot by Avenged Sevenfold - Raman
Bat Country by Avenged Sevenfold - Zen
La la Land by Demi Lovato - Azli
The Best of Both World by Hannah Montana - Kevin menyot
Yesterday by The Beatles - Krisna, Hani, Yohanes
Surti dan Tejo by Jamrud - Yere
Electropop by Jupiter Rising - Kenny
Pull Me Under by Dream Theater - Mas Win
I Love You Bibeh by The Changcuters - Iqbal, Ardhi, Ekisha
The Resistant by Muse - Iza
Pria Idaman Wanita by The Changcuters - Iqbal, Ardhi, Ekisha
Ready Steady Go by Larc En Ciel - Keshoo, Pinda
It's My Life by Bon Jovi - Nyokap
Sunday Morning by Maroon 5 - Kevin, Greg, Hashir, Maria
Use Somebody by Kings of Leon - Sara, Dara, Rico, Amirul
More Than Words by Extreme - Erwin, Shelyne, Barbar
No Woman No Cry - Klowor
Welcome to My Paradise by Steven and The Coconut Tree - Gilblow
Mona Lisa by All American Rejects - Riki, Yonatan, Rico, Niced
Naturally by Selena Gomez - Steven
Make A Memory by Bon Jovi - All my friends in Solo
Down by Jay Sean - Cista
Gentlemen Don't by Gabe Bondoc - Greg, all girls I admire
Time For Miracle by Adam Lambert - Kevin
What Do you Want From me by Adam Lambert - Jolyn
My Soldier by AJ Rafael - Greg
Nobody But You by Wonder Girl - Yeu Jiunn
Officially Missing You by Tamia - Dika
Telephone by Lady Gaga - Sean, Wee Kiat
Tik Tok by Kesha - Wee Kiat

Masi ada banyak sih sebenernya tapi dah jam 1 gini. Kata mama ngga boleh tidur malem-malem. wkwk. Yongkri, beibeh! Yaudah, Chouw!

Cinta-cintaan?

Apakah arti dari cinta? Makanan mana? Enak kaga? Kalo Tukul makan satu bisa jadi ganteng kaga? Ato malah kalo kita punya satu hasil 'O' level bisa dibawah 14? Serius.
Apa sih definisi cinta yg sebenernya? Menurut gue cinta itu adalah salah satu kata yg ngga sempurna definisinya *Ehem (baca: Hoek). Soalnya sampe sekarang definisi cinta yang dicari dan dibuat orang-orang di seluruh dunia bukan cuma satu melainkan banyak. Tambah lagi ada juga orang-orang yg pinter ato sedikit over ato bisa disebut gila yang pake-pake rumus kimia yang dapat menyebabkan kebutaan dini kepada orang-orang ganteng (baca: autis) seperti gue.

Kalo jaman dulu, jaman gue masih kecil, cinta itu gampang banget di omongin. Kayak asal bacot gitu aja. Seperti kalo ada temen cewe gue yg cakep lewat, langsung aja gue bisa datengin dia dan ngomong dengan percaya diri.

'Eh kamu cantik deh, aku cinta sama kamu.' Dengan bekal kebanyakan nonton telenovela.
'Ehm.. Maaf ya tapi kata mama aku ngga boleh ngomong sama orang asing.'
'. . .' Muka uda kayak orang yg lahir dengan satu bola.

Now that I mentioned it. Suka. Sekarang apakah cinta itu suka? Kalo gue bilang ngga. Emang biasanya kita bakal merasakan perasaan yg disebut suka sebelum kita merasakan cinta. Dari sini secara tidak langsung gue mengajari kalian salah satu cara ngeles kalo ketauan selingkuh sama pacar kamu, iya, bilang aja gini.

'Bentar-bentar aku bisa jelasin.'
'Apaan lagi sekarang?!'
'Aku cuma..'
'Cuma apaan?!'
'Aku cuma suka sama dia.'
'HAH?!'
'Aku cuma suka sama dia, tapi aku cintanya cuma sama kamu.' JOS! MANTAP!

Kalo uda kayak gitu cuma ada 2 opsi jawaban yang bakal kamu dapetin. 1. 'Gitu ya? Yauda deh lain kali jangan ya.' ; 2.'Jih? Emang gue bego? Dasar cacat, mending gue cari yg lain yg lebih.'
Yup begitu. Kalo dapet nomor 1 ya selamat anda beruntung kalo 2 ya mati aja.

Sekarang, waktu uda ABG gini, cinta itu artinya tambah berlipat-lipat buat gue. Meskipun cerita gue ngga bagus-bagus amat, ada yang cuma LDR, ada yang ditinggal mati kena serangan jantung, ada yang waktu PDKT ternyata dia uda jadian duluan sama orang, ato malah mesti berebut sama temen gue sendiri. Bener-bener sedih, apakah benar nasib gue menjadi bujang ampe umur 1140?

Yah semenjak gue hidup di Singapore gue belom mendapat satu-pun yg bener-bener officially jadian. Ternyata susah, walaupun gue ngeliat temen-temen indo gue yg lain uda sukses dengan kehidupan cinta mereka masing-masing. Bener-bener deh. Mau PDKT aja susah, mesti pake bahasa inggris, lha sementara rekor bahasa inggris gue disini paling pol D7. Belom lagi persaingan disini juga sedikit radikal.

Kurang dari seminggu yg lalu, gue udah bener-bener mantap buat ngomong ke salah satu cewe yang gue suka di sekolah gue, gue mau ngaku kalau selama ini gue suka ama dia, by the way dia orang Philippine. Nah bagusnya pas banget waktu malem nya gue mau telfon dia, gw buka profile Facebook dia dan menemukan satu post. '... is now in a relationship with ...'
PERSAINGAN. Yaudah gue ikhlas (baca: Jancok coba gue tau rumah dia, udah gue bom)

'Curhat?'
'...'
'Ngga bisa gitu donk, no curhat please.'

Mungkin emang bukan jodoh kali ye. Selama ini kalo diinget-inget banyak juga waktu dimana gue gila gara-gara cewek. Kata temen gue sih itu Cinta Monyet.
Emang sekarang bener-bener susah. Buat ngomong aja susah.

Mana jaman-jaman dulu dimana kita bisa dengan gampang nya ngedatengin cewek dengan mudahnya? Jaman-jaman waktu kita dengan gampang nya ngomong cinta?
HIDUP ADALAH PERJUANGAN. tag: Krisna, kroco O-15.5

Seriously..

Last Message

I knew it since then. I did have an assumption that you tried to hide. And now I know that it's true. Now an easy thing that I gotta do it's just to forget every memory I had with you. Although I know it would be hard, I have to. No matter what.

And if you ever find out about this post. Here's a little last message for you:

I am so sorry for jumping into this kind of conclusion so suddenly. Honestly, I don't like it either but this is the best resolution for me at this rate. I have to stop contacting you, avoid you at any cost, so I hope you'll do the same thing for my sake if you still care about me. This resolution is not such a mere random conclusion. Firstly, I hate him. Secondly, didn't want to say this but the fact can't be hidden forever, you're the first one to hit a critical damage to my feeling. I still kinda admiring you, and every time I look even only at your photos those feelings never failed to cover my mind about an idea of me that still admiring you and another perspective that shows hatred toward you. Just intended to finish this res of dilemma. I want to start my life all over again. I want you to get out of my life forever and I mean it. And meanwhile study becomes the most important thing for me, my future. Hope that you'll understand.

It's ok for you to hate me after reading this post, I hope you do. If you don't, then just think that I hate you, I lied to you or even worse. Then finally start to hate me.
Just want to let you know, the night with you at Orchard Road, it was just like a dream, the best night I ever have.
Good night :)