Last Message

I knew it since then. I did have an assumption that you tried to hide. And now I know that it's true. Now an easy thing that I gotta do it's just to forget every memory I had with you. Although I know it would be hard, I have to. No matter what.

And if you ever find out about this post. Here's a little last message for you:

I am so sorry for jumping into this kind of conclusion so suddenly. Honestly, I don't like it either but this is the best resolution for me at this rate. I have to stop contacting you, avoid you at any cost, so I hope you'll do the same thing for my sake if you still care about me. This resolution is not such a mere random conclusion. Firstly, I hate him. Secondly, didn't want to say this but the fact can't be hidden forever, you're the first one to hit a critical damage to my feeling. I still kinda admiring you, and every time I look even only at your photos those feelings never failed to cover my mind about an idea of me that still admiring you and another perspective that shows hatred toward you. Just intended to finish this res of dilemma. I want to start my life all over again. I want you to get out of my life forever and I mean it. And meanwhile study becomes the most important thing for me, my future. Hope that you'll understand.

It's ok for you to hate me after reading this post, I hope you do. If you don't, then just think that I hate you, I lied to you or even worse. Then finally start to hate me.
Just want to let you know, the night with you at Orchard Road, it was just like a dream, the best night I ever have.
Good night :)

Pain In The Ass!??

Semenjak gw sekolah di Singapore gue dapet banyak pengalaman temenan ama orang-orang bule, ang moh ato angmo gitu singaporean sebut. Emang sih di sekolah gw sendiri ngga ada bulenya selain si bule cacat Matthew. Bule yang satu ini gw rasa udah jadi pasien tetap dokter jiwa ternama di Zimbabwe selama lebih dari 20 tahun semenjak dia lahir, 1993.

Anyway si-bule-cacat-pasien-tetap-RSJ-Zimbabwe-Matthew bukan topik perbincangan kita hari ini. Hari ini gue akan berbicara tentang hal yang lebih penting daripada si-bule-cacat-pasien-tetap-RSJ-Zimbabwe-Matthew, yaitu pantat. Iya pantat. Bingung? Mau ngegampar muka anak tetangga? Jangan bingung. Laper? Ya makan!
Kenapa pantat? Oke, gini. Pernah ngga lu denger orang bilang 'What a pain in the ass!' bukan, bukan assh*le. Apa sih artinnya pain in the ass sehingga banyak temen gue sering menyebut kalimat itu, ngga cuma bule bahkan chinese juga. Contohnya waktu main skateboard, waktu jatuh mereke sering kali teriak-teriak 'What a pain in the ass!'. Contoh lain lagi saat mereka nyoba buka kaleng minuman dan minumannya muncrat 'What a pain in the ass!'. Lah sekarang arti dari pain in the ass yang gue tau itu sejenis bisul, kutil, jerawat pantat, kopet dan sebagainya.

*percakapan di bawah adalah translation
'Jake, gue haus cok.' Gue nyolod ke dia.
'Lu haus? Sama lah gue juga.' Dia nyolod balik.
'Yaudah mending sekarang cari 7-11 atau vending machine buat beli minuman.'
'Oke gue setuju.' Jake mengamini.
Mukanya kaya orang keinjek koala segede gajah.
'Noh ada!'
'Iye, bentar gue beli dulu.'
Abis beli.
'Buka-buka.'
Crot! Air minumannya tumpah ke baju Jake.
'Pain in the ass!'

Tau ngga lu pertanyaan apa yang pengen buanget gue tanyain ke Jake, 'Hm Jake, penyakit macam apa yang lu pelihara di pantat lu?'.

Nah sekarang kita buka tabir arti dari pain in the ass. Pain artinya sakit, in artinya dalem, dan yang sudah kita ketahui bersama arti dari ass adalah pantat. Dan jika disatukan menjadi 'Sakit di pantat'.
Oke, sementara penyakit pantat yang gue tahu antara lain bisul, ambeiyen, kutil, kopet(jika termasuk), dan jerawat di pantat(jika ada).

Tapi dipikir-pikir ngga elit juga kalo tiba-tiba gue nanya hal begituan ke Jake. Yang ada malah dia bakal beli minuman kaleng lain dan numpahin itu kebaju dia lagi karna dia seneng, akhirnya ada orang yang memuji penyakit-penyakit pantat yang dia pelihara. Dan ngga enak juga kalo ngeliat bule geleyot-geleyotan dan memamerkan kebolehan pantat dia.

Jadi berhati-hatilah jika ada orang di sekitar kamu meneriakan kalimat sakit-di-pantat itu dengan lantang. Karena mungkin itu adalah pengakuan dari kepahitan hidup yang mereka alami.
Jadi hati-hati!
'Karena beberapa dari penyakit pantat itu menular!'

5:00 "Mati lu Anak Monyied!"

Ok I hate this day, so I'll use Indonesian language for this post, only Indonesian'll understand.

Hari lumayan seru lah. Gw nginep di rumahnya Kenny. Dasar kebo semua, gw uda bangun yg laen masi pada ngorok zz. Yauda gw tidur lagi *haha sama aja, cacat. Dah kan, pas uda pada bangun si Anak Monyet dateng eh si Yere maksud gw, katanya nyamperin mo ngajak maen DoTa. Hem abis itu musti nungguin si Bibi, Gorby. Ok semua uda ngumpul kita chouw, gw, Bibi, Yere, Martin, Kenny, si Yo nyusul soalnya ada sekolah, sumpah sedih lu yo uda sedih aturan libur jadi masuk, uda berkorban masi dimara-marain guru.. wew mati aja lu tod haha. Ok next destination is Final Destination, anjeng ngga lah.. Gila aja. Kita cari makan "Laper~" bayangin Yere yg ngomong, yes cacat you're right. Dah selese makan kita maen Dota di SG. Maen 4 games kalo kaga salah. 3W - 1L. Game gw yg pualing ancur hari ini pas yg terakhir. DR uda di pick yauda gw coba Pit. Wkwk mana uda ancur, gw di tinggal solo se-line sama Lina & Lion, equal to= Super Cacat. Trus gw skill F ama T aja masi kebalik2, jancok. Gw mo iket musuh yg chase gw mala gw kasi meteor, jaaah gw mo meteor creeps mala gw iket, cacat ki.. cacat ki.. cacat ki.. cacat lah! Udah malu gw swt wkwk. Nah pulangnya mampir rumah Kenny lagi. Uda sampe kita maen basket. Pertama2 game masi enak, masi pada ketawa2. Eeh.. Pas tetangga samping dateng, bola basketnya terbang ke rumah samping. Nah ini CB NB KNN PK KNTL PPK FKing Om-om nya tiba2 ngedatengin kita2. Bangkek dia marah2 kita, dia bilang bola nya kena mobil dia. Wah secacat-cacat nya kuping Yohanes, dia kaga denger suara mobil kejatuan bola basket dari ketingian +/- 7m dari tanah. Bego ini om-om minta di potong anu nya. Yauda due to ini tanah bukan tanah kita. Ya kita diem2 aja dengerin tu CB NB KNN PK KNTL PPK FKing Om-om ngomel2. Coba ini Indonesia, uda gw obrak-abrik tu muka, gw bakar mobilnya, kalo perlu gw beliin tuh mobil kaya begituan 10! Stream doank.. bangkek. Uda la emosi gw. Zz

"Random Image of Today":

LOL! Nice right. I wonder what's this movie looks like. 32th Dezember 3012.. ok I'll be waiting.

10:05PM "I Think I'll Pass my Science"

Hem today as usual, schooling from 7am to 3pm and had a tuition until 5.30pm. Thank you to Azli for the test! Haha thanks for lemme coppied your answer. I could say that at least I can pass my Science now. Well went home, sleeping for a while and started to explore the cyber world. Facebook-ing, Blogging, watching video on Youtube and MSN-ing. After a while and getting bored, I took my bro NDS and playing Megaman Star Force Pegasus ver. Not so bad tough, it rid my bored feeling for a while. Now really nothing to do, then tried to disturb anyone on MSN. I had successfully disturb Ellen, Peipei and some others people. And suddenly Jolyn sent me sms.

Dear Percussionist, tmr i

would like to meet you to

give you some "present".

So meet me in canteen

at 1230, i might be late so

pls wait for me a little

while. Thank you. :)

Haha so weird right. Well if you know what's that boy looks like. A bit curious but I think it would be about the Merry Widow score, I guess. And gosh! Somebody sent me sms.

Hi Rizky! I think you

will be the same with

Jiwari! Lolx it's similar

on how you talk and type.

WTHeck! I don't know who the hell is she/he?! An unknown number for my phone either! So would I end up with Euphonium section later :/ ?? Well who know. And today Shufen was acting very weird, so gloomy. I think one pony-tail pull might works.

And random picture of today is:

Well this is such a bad example of a children nowadays "Vandalism". What's written there? "MOVE crew - Riky" I wonder who the hell is he. If you know sms me, he'll regret.

11:00PM "Random Images of the Day"

My littlest bro

Kungfu kick !

This one haven't finished yet :P I don't know why I wanted to draw this couple --a

8:30PM "Fight Inside Bus"

What would you do is there are people fighting inside a vehicle that you're ride? Well quite a stupid thing right. Well today.. Just an ordinary day. But I really enjoy the SRP today, sometimes it feels so good to be having such a Crazy Big Panda to teach you. But I've to stay back until 6 because of something. Shit! Then after all school things has finished I 'm goin back home. As usual I take Bus number 62 and were sleeping for a while inside, well my journey takes about 45 minutes to the next bus. Reached Aljunied MRT then I alighted from the bus and top-up my EZ-Link card then move to the next bus-stop. Hem it's not far from my home, 3 stops. Nah the main thing happened here. I took Bus number 21 that was very crowded, I stood next to the bus driver. Just for a while then I realized that there are people fighting. They were shouting at each other like hell. They were a Bangla and One chinese oldman. Then when the bus driver were going to try to stop them, the driver was an aunty, I didn't allow her *Hahaha so evil!
"Eei what's going on there! Can you please kindly shut up! You are disturbing another passanger hor!"
"Eh aunty it's not your job! Get back and drive the bus, I want to reach home faster!"
"But they are fighting!"
"Cibai la ! Na bei! Faster la aunty!"
Haha then the stupid aunty get back to her seat and drive the bus. When reached the bus-stop near my home, I'm walking to the next bus door and I shout to the Oldman.
"Oi shut up la uncle.. Don't ya see that this Bangla bringing his baby."
"You dare to say me ha boy?!"
"What did I say you Old cock ! I just said that you must shut up."
"Cibai you said that I'm old ?!"
"Ei anybody here have a mirror? This oldman want to see how old is he."
*everybody's laughing
Then that's it both the oldman and I alighted from the bus. He was kinda trying to catch me, that stupid bastard. Then I'm running beside my home is not so far. Haha need a 1000 years more for that oldman to catch me.

:D

There's nothing much I could say.
WELL I LOVE YOU .